Right now I'm just chilling on the coach attempting to write my first blog ever on a tablet. I'm soaking myself in the vast oddessy of"The Twilight Zone." There's something refreshing about enjoying the seedy under belly of our subconscious and mildly amusing to think about the paradox of the human mind. I've had a lazy few days and its been nice.I'm trying to get enough sleep and eat. I feel like I'm in a paradox of healing sickness. so testing up is on my main set of objectives. I'm reorganizing my life and living it although it terrified me to think of the check that's in the mail right now. this could be worse.Much worse but at least I have some people who want to hire me. It's a scary thought but I'm just happy that I'm one of the lucky ones. I hope things keep looking up.
the weird thing is that I keep waiting for the moment when I have a panic attack and I start freaking out because I lost my job. But, it hasn't arrived. I'm calm, I'm peaceful and relaxed. Mainly relieved. Maybe I didn't realize how much I hated my job. how much it took me away from the things I love the most. no more 60 weeks and maybe a real chance to achieve those false promises that were given to me but through a place that has a good position for me. So, regardless I'm optimistic. Feeling more like myself everyday. It's a good feeling.
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