Wale up

 I want to do anything more than to wake up. But not just your normal waking up of moving around and getting things done, the way to wake up and be aware of all of her surroundings. I have for the longest time abandoned this blog because I thought it was in the best interest of other people and as I look back at my work I realized that this was the best work that I’ve ever written in my life and I enjoyed it because I felt that I could be naked and expose my soul to the audienc I never understood why people  feel the necessity to control your life with the words that come out of your mouth. Isn’t this the worlds free speech and being able to be honest with oneself although I do question second one. I think about everything that I’ve done up until this point lately and how little I’ve actually shared with you my audience. I think I found my calling. And the calling is something that I’ve been finding my entire life I want Ikelea ironically. It’s to be a good person and help others . However I realize that there’s a price to that too is that it’s important to take care of oneself I was you’re giving caregiving and as you’re helping children disabilities and adults with this abilities that you have the tendency to forget about yourself well at least I do. I want to tell you one back. I want to tell you that I want to show you more and I also want to tell you that you’re not alone and I am back to show you that you were not alone and then I’ll never stop chasing Wanda.